Thursday, September 23, 2010

the pain of letting someone down never makes me feel any better
the look on their faces when you say I'm sorry or
when you try to explain yourself that look is the one i dread
i no longer can satisfy them the way I always wanted to
you never know a person until they can express themselves to you
or more commonly when they let you down
the feeling that you can be the closest person to them
flies away when you see that you have been replaced
some cases where you let them down and its not where you're replaced
it is where you are abused
verbally or physically it still leaves scares in your mind where they can never be erased
you start to cry and they abuse you even more
you feel the pain of them hitting or calling you names
the pain of letting someone down never goes away



Sunday, September 12, 2010

NO ONE IS ABLE TO TALK ANYMORE
EVERYTHING SEEMS SO IRRITATING NOW
DEALING WITH SCHOOL AND ECTETARA