Life Lessons
Uncontrollable, Rude, Disrespectful
I Didn't Listen To Anybody, I Didn't Care
No One Could Say Anything To Me That Would Be Different
Meaning I Heard The Sam Thing Time And Time Again
It All Sounded The Same To Me...
All of It Was Judgemental And I Didn't Want To Hear It
Went In One Ear, And Out the Other
No One understood What I Was Feeling
Nor Did They Try...
I Felt Alone, Like No One Cared
I Was Invisible To Those Around Me
When They Noticed I Wasnt Listening
They Stopped Caring
I Wonder if They Ever Did...
I Had Been Lied to, Been Fooled Many Times Before
It Happened So Often I Became Immune To It
I Did Learn Something, Though
To Make Mistakes Is Okay, But Dont Do It Often
Well, I Listened To About The First Half Of That
Oh, And Dont Trust Everything You Hear
I Juss Dont Trust Anybody To Be Safe
Why Put Myself Out There, Juss To Get Hurt?
That's Something My Parents And School Never Taught Me
They Never Tell You How To Get Over Heartbreak
Or How To Deal With Abandonment And Loneliness
You Learn That Later On, Should Be Sooner Than Later
But Thats Why Its Called A Life Lesson...

DON'T BRING ME DOWN TODAY...
You bring me down everyday
But it's not working...
You say bad things everyday...
But it's not working...
You tear me down everyday...
I build myself back up...
If you see this pattern
Tell me why you keep going...
Your antics are unbelievable
Your character is unadmirable
And your attitude is dispicable...

I LOST...
the battle
the war
and the fight
I GAINED...
my dignity
my right
and my power
I WON...
the battle
the war
and the fight

WHAT'S NEXT?

I'm done...

I'm done with your attitude

I'm done wiht your craziness

I'm done with you being bipolar

I'm DONE...

I'm through...

I'm through with how you talk to me

I'm through with what you say to me

I'm through with how you treat me

I'm THROUGH....

It's over betweeen me and you

It's over, I'm through

It's over, I'm done

It's OVER, I'm DONE, I'm THROUGH...!!!

PATHETIC
You yell, you scream
Only at me...
You get mad, you get frustrated
Only at me...
Then...
You ask for my help
Needing me only...
You ask for me to do something
Needing me only...
Now you need me?
Now I am useful?
Now I'm good enough?
Now I should help?
I thought I was pathetic?
I thought I was useless?
I thought I wasn't good enough?
I'm not your puppet....

HALF A PERSONALITY

you look around and feel like no one will care

calling around, but no ones there

you ask yourself what went wrong

the answer's been in front of you all along

but the solution you think is not the best

to become the girls you see in school, you invest

the thought of becoming like those girls at school

but you don't know what the do to be that way

they use people and think thats its okay

you become one of them and lose a part of yourself

while you tear people apart like an old book on a bookshelf

its been going on and onfor too long

your power is growing bigger than King Kong

is this what you purely wanted?

you taking things from poeple,but they bought it

would you rather be in darkness or in the heat

this fake personality is what i hope you beat

but what about yourself

YOU ALWAYS ARE KEEPING OTHERS HAPPY
BUT WHAT ABOUT YOURSELF
AREN'T YOU SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING ON EVERYONE ELSE
BUT WHAT ABOUT YOURSELF
DON'T YOU ALWAYS WORRY ABOUT IF SOMEONE ELSE IS OKAY
BUT WHAT ABOUT YOURSELF
EVERYONE IS SO SELFISH AND TREATING THEMSELVES TO STUFF
BUT WHAT ABOUT YOURSELF...
ITS TIME TO WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF